SI PUTEH...NOW AND FOREVER..:'(

HAVE YOU EVER LOVE AND LOST SOMEBODY???
HAVE YOU FELT HURT AND WANNA DIE??
HAVE YOU EVER FELT GUILTY OR DISSAPOINTED???
TODAY,17 OCTOBER 2009,ALMOST A YEAR I HAVE LOST MY PUTEH. PUTEH WAS ACTUALLY MY CAT.INITIALLY, IT JUST A STRAY CAT,OR MAYBE IT WILL END UP IN THE LOCAL MARKETS OR OTHER PLACES. IT WAS LUCKY ENOUGH AS MY BROTHER GOT HIM AND KEPT IT IN MY HOUSE. ON THAT TIME, THERE ARE A LOT OF FLEAS.SOMETIMES YOU DID NOT NOTICE THAT IT WAS A KITTEN. PUTEH AND HIS BROTHER,KELABU JUST A DIRTY STRAY CATS...AT LAST,I DECIDED TO BUY A SHAMPOO AND SOME HEALTHY FOOD THAT IS SUITABLE FOR KITTEN.NOT ONLY THAT, I BROUGHT THEM TO VETERINARY CLINIC ONCE A MONTH.AFTER THEY TURNED 6MONTHS AGE,THEY HAVE TURNED HEALTHY AND A BIT FAT...HAHAHA.NOT A BIT, BUT OBESITY..JUST IMAGINE HOW YOU CAN CONTROL A CAT DIET..IMPOSSIBLE RIGHT..
I HAVE TO BE IN MATRICULATION..DO NOT HAVE ENOUGH TIME FOR PUTEH.MY MUM NEGLECT IT UNTIL ONE DAY IT PASSED AWAY BECAUSE OF FEVER....I CANT ACCEPT THE TRUTH AND UNTIL NOW I STILL CAN SEE MY BELOVED PUTEH JUMP AROUND IN THE HOUSE..I ALWAYS THINK,HOW CAN KELABU ACCEPT THE FACT THAT ITS BROTHER WAS NO LONGER IN THIS WORLD..